Sports ‘I was OK with not living’: What happens when an All-Star pitcher suffers from depression September 29, 2019 Bobby Nightengale, Cincinnati Enquirer Comments Off on ‘I was OK with not living’: What happens when an All-Star pitcher suffers from depression Danny Graves, MLB's first Vietnamese-born player and 2-time All-Star, seemed to have everything until he didn't. Seriously depressed, he needed help.